haha so this blog is still alive~

for some reasons i have the urge to write sth, but then i cant think of a thing to write hahah

Thats possibly becoz i have the problem of telling whats on my mind for most of the time.i dunno if thats nomral but sometimes i wish im like one of those people who knows exactly the things they wanted, the places they wanna go, the faces they wanna see.....the goal they wanna reach... 

...like pulling a switch n they know the next thing on their mind n they run for it

At times, i can tell whts on my mind but then..i keep myself busy to take my mind off things..

hmm.. i know it sounds stupid.
but this is "the thing" thats on my mind right now! n im not gonna deal with it..

Okay... i actually hate the fact that i mostly blog because i feel bad haha :P

here i am...

i dont know if i presssure myself too much or im just making excuse for being lazy.   i just cant shake
uni is crazy! i got really sick with all these uni works

Breaking down and crying might help to release tension of some kinds BUT the problem is... i dont want to!
i end up just went numb. sometimes, i feel so helpless....n aimless.

maybe im just depressed. maybe i should just shut myself up and get on with reports, assignments, tests...
cos theres no way i can get away

Already, i feel better (...a bit). MUST STUDY! 

-- 2 more months to go 

summer is coming.....

it's already so hot now +.+

一樣的夏天
孫燕姿

窗外的雨剛剛停　
午後氣息　濃濃地才散去
迷迷糊糊張開眼　
剛剛的夢　我似乎　在瞬間看見你
Oh my god 已經　不知多久沒想起　Oh~　Oh~

我淡淡地想著你　
那年夏天　最後的那一天
你輕輕地唱著歌　
未曾感受的溫柔　模糊我的雙眼
終於也可以　開始一個人看明天
Oh~　Oh~yeah　你放下我　走向前
Oh~　不見　不見了你給的回憶

為什麼　曾經深刻的　消失了　沒有原因
我的心　已經沒有　想起你的空隙
Oh I　沒想起不是忘記
OH I　沒想起你是平靜
想起了你　是想起那樣一個夏天

So, another semester has come and gone. i dont know y i feel awkwardly blank n tired
Perhaps too much things not got done yet. ARrrrr.... i dont wanna do a thing! heaps tired...
i wanna go back to hong kong!

frankly theres no big thing, the one that concerns me is finding a place to live! somehow it's hard n annoying,
YET i wanna go back hong kong!

err.a.r....a..r..r.r...
yeh keep up with looking for home! dont worry venus! we r no homeless ppl!!

mcmug :  Gurgurr,,yeah~ sleep in the sun,  gurrrr (oo)